missing..haha..

LOL..i think my blog is missing a 'fews' of my important days..hmmm..so here are some of it..or should I call fai's short life synopsis? haha..

-12th February 2011-

went to Karnival Jom Masuk U with my mom..met some friends..say hi to them..

-6th March 2011-

cut my hair till waist-length..regretted a little..T_T

-20th March 2011-

Karnival MARA..when with Afiqah by bus in Kota Bahru..had fun together..bought burger for lunch! 

-23th March 2011-

SPM result..got 3A+ 1A 5A- and a B for Physics..higher than my expectation..=="

-25th April 2011-

went to Perak for Petronas Educamp..got culture shock..known few friends from Kelantan..==

-3rd May 2011-

pass my driving test..yeah..! ^^

-9th May 2011-

form 6 registration..==" met the teachers..*run*

I thinks that's all of it..hmmm..by the way..I already finished my DIY bag!!! purplish bag..LOL

cloth..what?

ahaks..went to shops today..geez..and guess what I bought for myself..of course not using my money though..LOL

-water container
-T-shirts
-Chicken Floss Bread
-nail polish (experimental use)
-Cloth (dark purple)

the cloth..I'm going to start crafting..I think..if I'm not too occupied with my laziness..gonna sew a bag..I found some interesting DIY bags tutorials on DIY Bag Lover..=]

p/s: I saw Oprah Show yesterday on ntv7..it was about using phone while driving..yea..lots of people did that nowadays..can't do..everyone are living a hectic life these days..business talk in car..messaging..==" I'm really curious how they did that with a hand on the wheel and another one on their phone..texting..that single thought scared me..many accidents happened because of that..many lost their life and their loved one because of that..haiz..so here..I need to say this:

Don't use your phone while driving!
It's life threatening!

thank you!

Pretty boy vs gentleman..haha

Like in movies
Is your man a knight in shining armor?

haha..that phrase caught my eye when I was going through the the TV channels..it's from Bella talk show on ntv7..hmm the pretty boy part..hehe..the first thing that come to my mind is Japan and Korea artists..geez..seeing their fair and flawless skin make me ashame of myself a s a girl..haiz..but still..I'm a fan of their music and drama..haha

anyway..the holiday just started..but I'm already started feeling down somehow..hmmm..got homework..and homework..and other homework (I get that you got lots of homework) ..and of course homework..still..I'm trying to get other things done..haven't been drawing lately..need to start drawing again..before my skill got rusty again..=]

Agony..

I'm in agony..
Should I stay low..crying and weeping over matters that would not even come true in a million years?

I'm in pain..
A deep scar had been aching in my heart all this time..should I show it to them..causing them suffer even worst than me?

I'm afraid..
Fear of being left alone..behind everyone that I had known as friend..chasing over them under their shadows..and will still be far behind..?

Alive by Raiko (Naruto OST)
" dare datte shippai wa suru nda
hazukashii koto janai
kono kizu o muda ni shinai de
waratte arukerebaii "

Lower 6..

I hate to say this but...I REALLY HATE SCHOOL these days..haiz..
form 6 isn't easy..as the teachers are making me suffer days by days throughtout their lectures..geez..
it became worst as they doesn't seem to have hopes in the students..
it's heart-breaking actually to have them deliver it in words..haiz..
they should at least keep it between them..not said it to our face..breaking our spirit..arrgh..
I'm not sure what else I should I hope for..a brighter future?
Haha..but it seems that God is juggling my fate..toying it..
To all my friends that had succeed to achieve what they hope for..I wish them lucks..^^
and please don't forget bout me..promise that we'll still be friend..forever..
The subjects in f6 that I'm taking: Pengajian Am, Biology, Math, Sains Sukan, and Ekonomi..
and YES..it's not pure science..and I'm thinking of taking Chemistry..ahaha..=="
by the way..the teachers seem wanted to chase me away..
okey..not chasing but they think that I should pursue pure science with that kind result of mine..
Geez..I don't really care though..nevermind..
anyways..I got tons of new FRIENDS..hehe..at least I have them to cheer me up..^^
I think I'm going to enroll in IPTS..I'm not too fond with form 6..
pressures..lazyness..these are my problems these days..=="



p/s: I really need a new phone..my SE broke down a few weeks ago..ahaha..==" seriously
and I lost a 'few' contact numbers..