"I had been wondering these days..can friendship of a few months old be so fragile? I'm wondering..did I hurt them with me myself unknowing my own careless action..? I'm uncertain..doubtful..and maybe the scars from those days had reopen again due to this..the wound..the fear..the sadness..the wondering thoughts if I'll loss them kept swirling in my head..echoing..kept repeating those same heart-stabbing words.."It's all your fault!" I don't want to repeat it again..this life seems worthless..lifeless without them..please don't abandoned me..please let me stay..please..don't leave me in the dark alone..I need the sun..the light to shine me through these passing days.."
p/s: emo mode..don't be effected this blabbering post..arigatou..==
p/s: emo mode..don't be effected this blabbering post..arigatou..==
I guess friendship needs time?
ReplyDeleteDon't worry too much,everything will turn out alright.
"Everything will be ok, if it's not ok then it's not the end."
I might not be so active in your life but that doesn't mean I forget you :)
You can always call me or message me to call you if you're low on credit~ And I'll always be there to pull you up when you think you're sinking, remember that :3
And you still have your family and us beside you, pushing you forward.
T_T thanks mel!!!!! wahhhh~luv u....x.x
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